I miss you sooo much I think about you all the time. It seems like yesterday that we were with you in the hospital with hopes that you would someday come home with us.. But God had bigger plans for you sweet baby... I know that I haven't been coming here much lately and talking to you but it is really hard for me lately and I just needed a break from all the sadness and grief that I experienced with your death. It doesn't mean that I love you any less. I will always love and remember you sweet baby... I miss you everyday and think about you all the time... You will always have a special place in my heart...
Love Aunt Becky
Cannot believe its been two years.. / Jennifer (Cousin/Aunt) I love and miss you so very much!! Today is such a sad day! I've been up all night thinking about you and everything that happened on this date two years ago. I still remember it like it happened yesterday! I just think of what you would be doing right now how far you would have come by now what you would look like? I wish so badly that we could all know the answers to those questions and that you were here with us filling our days with laughter and smiles! I remember the last time I saw you..the way you just stared into my eyes while I talked to you...i know that if you could have you would have been smiling at me..maybe even laughing! I wish I could go back to that night and sit with you all night long and talk to you! I wish I could have gotten to hold you and kiss you! There are so many things that I wish it would take me forever to type them all out! I just hope that you know how much we all love and miss you!! There isnt a day that goes by that I dont think of your sweet little face! Watch over your mommy today she is going to need you today more than ever! You are forever in my heart sweet boy! I love you always...
PROMiSES/ MOMMY (HiS MOMMY )
MY CHUNKY MONKEY i ASKED YOU SAT. TO HElP ME && GiVE ME THAT BOOST TO GET ME STARTED AND WOW U DiD.. MOMMY MADE HER PHONE CAllS AND GOT EVERTHiNG GOiNG iN THE RiGHT DiRECTiON TODAY!! YOUR COUSiN KAilYN iS DOWN HERE WiTH ME RiGHT NOW MAKiNG ME lAUGH NO DOUBT BECAUSE OF U.. U KNOW HOW HARD iT iS FOR ME TO WRiTE YOU WiTHOUT CRYiNG. THANKS!! ANYHOO. i KEEPiNG MY PROMiSE.. iM MORE THAN DETERMiNED TO KEEP THiS lAST PROMiSE i MADE TO YOU.. i KNOW iTS GONNA BE TOUGH AND iM GONNA NEED YOU TO HElP ME GET THREW iT AND GET iT DONE RiGHT... SO SEND ME THOSE SPECiAl liTTlE SiGNS THAT U SEND AND TEll GOD TO HElP MOMMY GET THREW THiS ONE lAST HURDlE.. i lOVE YOU MY BEAUTiFUl BABY BOY.. i MiSS YOU SOO MUCH.. i NEED YOU SO MUCH RiGHT NOW iTS UNREAl.. WHAT i WOUlD GiVE FOR ONE MORE MOMENT WiTH YOU.. JUST TO TAlK TO YOU ONE lAST TiME AND HAVE YOUR EYES STARiNG AT ME JUST liSTENiNG.. i LOVE YOU BUNCHES && BUNCHES.. && SEND GAMMY && AUNT BECKY SOME lOVE TODAY i THiNK THEY NEED iT.. i lOVE YOU BABY BOY...
Landon/ Dani Riggins (None) I stumbled across Landon's memorial video on Youtube, and a link in the info section brought me to this website. I just wanted to say rest in piece Landon, may God take care of you in Heaven, and God bless Landon's family and friends. You're in my prayers. xoxo, Dani Riggins, Kinston, RI
I am so sorry / Peggy Lang (Stranger) I am so very sorry about your loss. I am praying for your family and little Landon . I saw the memorial on myspace and it made me cry but then made me realize how strong that little boy was.
Happy one year in Heaven my darling Angel Landon.. There are no words to describe the pain in my heart that I feel for you today. I miss you so much. I can't help but remember all the times that we had with you in the hospital at childrens. I love you and will always miss you sweet heart. You will forever remain in my memory. I am coming to visit you later this afternoon. So I'll talk to you more when I get there my punkindoo.. Please just blow me some kisses in the wind today or send us a rainbow from you. It's cloudy and rainy and windy outside today. Have fun celebrating your angelversary with Jesus and your angel friends in heaven today. Eat some cake and ice cream for me and mommy. We love and miss you sweetie. Can't wait to see you in heaven when I get there.. Love you honey, Aunt Becky
my condolances / Tabatha Huntoon (friend) everytime i read these pages, knowing what happened i cry everytime. I know i couldnt bare it and im very truely sorry for the pain this has brought the family of angel landon. Please know that i am praying everyday for things to only get better for this family, and things will some day. I recently lost my father and its definitely the hardest thing to deal with. Even me at 21, still cry daily and miss him. But instead of things becoming harder with time thankfully they become not easier, but we tend to learn that. i guess things happen for a reason. Remember the good times, and hold a picture of that sweet little boy in your heart and just keep smiling, and succede for him. So all my prayers, and my love shipping out your way. x0x0
Merry Christmas sweet Angel Landon in Heaven. I missed you soo much today and wished that you were here with us. I thought about you all day as I watched Kailyn open her gifts and I wondered what you would be doing if you were still here with us. Would you be at home with us now and all of those thoughts were running through my head about you. I get so angry still at times when people don't understand why I still miss you so much and want to keep your memory alive, but none of that matters to me only that you and I know why I miss you and I do the things that I do for you little man. I will never ever forget you and the love that I have for you no matter what I will continue to carry your legacy as far as I can take it with God guiding me. Please help me to stay strong and I know that you are always with me in spirit, I can feel your presence here at times sweet baby.
I hope that you had a wonderful Christmas celebrating Jesus' Birthday with him today.
Hey my sweet lil man in heaven. I am so sorry that I didn't get by here yesterday to talk with you. I thought about you all day and talked about you every chance I got. I even shed some tears for you, I miss you so much and just wonder what you would be like if you were still here with us. I look at Kailyn and I think I wonder if Landon would be caught up with her by now? I just wish that we could have had that chance with you to know all these answers.
Aunt Shirley and I were talking about you yesterday and how much we think about you all the time. You know that she loved you sooo much and prayed and prayed so hard for you baby while you were fighting in the hospital. She shares alot of my feelings about your last days with us. I know that none of that will bring you back and that all my going back and going over it and my what ifs and I should or shouldn't haves will just bring me more grief. I am trying to let go of all of that and I pray about it sweety all the time, I just hope that I can forgive myself one day for some of my decisions that I made.
I love you and miss you with all my heart my precious lil man. I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving with Jesus and all your Angel friends in Heaven.
See you soon little man,
Love Forever, Your Aunt Becky
May he rest in peace / Angie Dodge (friend on myspace ) My thoughts and prayers are with your family. I may not have known Landon, but he looked like a sweet little angel. All babies are sweet little angels. May he rest in peace!!
you are in our prayers / Erica Roach (angel friend on myspace )
Hi my name is erica roach i am the mother of 3 wounderful children but my day come crushing down on sept 10 my birthday when my 9 month old got into a kitty pool and drowned the doctors kept telling us she was 90% brain damaged but being a loving and caring mother you just hold on to that little bit of hope praying for a miracle to happened but the did a MRI and it was all the prove we needed we had to make the decision to take her off of life support we took her off at 830pm on sept 16 and she passed at 221am the 17th the pain is so unreal and hard but it helps to now there is other people out there going through the something i will be praying for yalls family and maybe our Nevaeh which is Heaven spelled backwards is up there playing with yalls Landon.
Ever since i have come across this site and Jacob Snellings site i cannot stay off then, though it breaks my heart every time i come on i cant stay away, such gorgeous lil boys.
I hope that one day me and my daughter can se you and your mummy together once our time on earth is done, till then ill come se you as much as possible, and know that my daddy would be up there looking after you and your angel friends.
I know this may sound weird (and no im not really christian but do believe in god) but i like to believe that all the choldren whom are taken from us to early are his angel whom he has sent down to check on us or help us through troubled times. They are too good for this earth but will never be forgotten.
Last week every single night i drove home me and my daughter saw a rainbow in the sky, it was beautiful. thank you so much Landon and Jacob and all our other precious angels! You may njot have noticed but i regularly light candles for Landon. i do the same for Jacob, and will continue doibng so if thats ok. and every few days i do this at home just as a sort of tribute to all our angels.
so till next time r.i.p sweet angel xoxox
What a beautiful page / Carol Gutierrez (My Space Friend )
You have created a beautiful memorial page for precious Landon. The poems are beautiful and the pictures are priceless!! Thank you for spreading awareness through your Landon's memory.
i just recieved a freind request on myspace and learned of landon's passing. i am so sorry for you all who have suffered the pain of loosing a child before their life even began. i have 2 children both who were born 6 weeks premature and both have lung problems. my oldest is battling lung cancer and my baby is prone to respiratory failure and bronchitis so i have had a battle with both my boys and their health also but you look around and their is always someone else who is worse off.
i don't know if i could ever have strength without God to have to watch my child pass on. i pray for my elijah that it never comes to that. he is at a 65% survival rate now and has been through 4 surgeries and 36 weeks of chemotherapy. i have watched him be so sick he couldn't even eat. he has had multiple scans and shots and medications. so many things it takes a long time to tell but by God's grace he is still here. i feel so strongly that God has a purpose for him bigger than i can imagine and that is why he is still here with me.
elijah's story has touched many lives and now the story of landon has touched mine. what a strong and brave little boy. my heart and prayers go out to you all and most of all to precious baby landon. rest well little baby for you are in the arms of jesus. God bless you all.
Rainbows/ Misty Hogan
It is with tears running down my face that I type this...I wrote in my only post to Landon's family that my friend's special angel boy sent rainbows the day that he joined heaven's angels. I was so excited tonight to see that Landon has sent you all a rainbow. It is such a feeling that I can't describe to you when you see one of those rainbows and know that it was sent for you to see as a sign of how close your angel really is to you. I hope that Landon continues to send you rainbows - for rainbows are a promise from God. That there is beauty in life even after the rain. I know that it seems impossible to find the beauty in losing someone you love so dearly but the beauty is that you held an angel and you got to know that sweet angel. Just think you have each held a piece of heaven in your arms. The beauty is that amongst all the rain and heartache of loosing sweet Landon is that for all those months he brought such joy and love into each of your lives! And I am sure that none of you would trade those moments when his face would light up when he saw you even if you knew all the pain and heartache to come. Kind of like Garth Brooks' song, I could've missed the pain but I would've had to miss the dance. Landon will live on each time you remember. May God bless you each and continue to give you strength to get through each day and may he carry you when you can't find that strength.
Hugs and Prayers,
Rainbows/ Misty Hogan
In the first and only post that I have written to you, Landon's family, I talked about the special rainbows that my friend's angel boy sent the day he joined the angels and that he sends from time to time. I was so excited and tears ran down my face to see that Landon sent you all a rainbow!! It is such a wonderful feeling when you see that "special" rainbow and know just how special it really is because it is meant just for you. I hope that God and Landon paint you many more rainbows so that you always know how close they are to you and that sweet angel Landon lives on in you each time that you remember. May God Bless your lives and keep you close.
My prayer for each family of an angel baby is this: that God gives you strength to make it through the days until you can be with your sweet angel and may he carry you through the days when you can't find that strength.